love story..

i dislike myself because i'm the one who can't let go something that come first..
i dislike myself because i can't forget things easily even i need to forget it..
i dislike myself because i can't let go something people ask to let it go..
i dislike myself because i can't stop doing something people hate to do..
i dislike myself because i can't give up something easily..
i dislike myself because because i can't stop half way..
i dislike myself because i hardly regret things..
i dislike myself because i love myself so much and i love my life so i want to lead it on my own and i don't want anyone to interfere it even sometime my life's suck!
this life is hard and it's getting harder. but there is no chance to stop since the route is still long. i'm the one who need to be stronger and tougher. never feel tired of the obstacles. whenever i feel like die, always trust Allah is always there. He create me.then, He will never leave me alone. I can't see Him but i know He's watching over me.
To Fathimah i told: you have gone this far. so, don't stop until your life stop!

ان مع العسر يسرا

p/s:be strong people!!FIGHTING